Brand new start ~

Finally decided to start a new blog despite knowing that i wont be update so regularly as due to two day ns then two day off calendar or roaster but anyway i will just update it if can ....

oh well this few days i have quite a bit of free time or break for myself as now i am having my six days off from duty so last friday to ytd have been ton-ing till night then watching video and slack and so on ~

then for ytd finally movie outing with dave my ns friend but it is quite a happy and sad one as for the happy part is i rewatch the movie Masgacar 3 with him and it is quite funny and more understandable this time and also finally went out have some quality time with him and for the sad or not nice portion is that i realised that i recently have been very easily will know or sense whether someone is it happy to go out with u or not as for ytd the whole trip i have that dave is not happy and he is rushing to go home or something but nvm at still overall it is still a nice outing .

and for me and marcus and gy and jiahui that group the interaction have been quite a bland and dull as maybe because firstly after they told me and i find out eventually that i recently havent been too willing to go out or social maybe because i am sian of going out or due to after duty for two days i like to stay at home and slack and maybe because the first day of my off i will need to wash two or three ton of clothes and also if i go out i will be piling my go out clothes then i will have to wash a extra pile the next duty off so that trouble me or sianz me haiz... and i realised that this few month after something happen last month on my birthday i now see marcus  i will feel that he will care for himself and jiahui or maybe too self sensitive and i realised that M is too selfish and become like the past me and he are like not so like who i know in the past or maybe i still don know him well but the feeling is so weird nowasday when i go out with him as he will very distract or be too bored to talk or very less but if jiahui is here he will be very talk alot to him or maybe i have change to a more sensitive person bah