宅 ~

Recently from the starting of Aug i have not been going out having dinner with marcus and so on unless important or ns booking in but instead have been at home mostly during my two days off or currently my six days as i have been super duper addicted to a new 8pm taiwan drama name : Ti Amo Chocolate and this drama basically is more in family ties and relationship and of course the link between a mother ( who abandon her own son because of her husband mother ask her to due to some money problem ) and how they reunited each other back within a chocolate shop that they become boss and employee and it is super addicted because of the plot and storyline althought abit of draggy but still quite a interesting drama and it is 80 Eps (OMG !!) so recently when i am off i will be staying at home and watch this drama and till now i at eps 67 which maybe should be slow for my previous watching drama record but i think it is ok as watching drama is not the speed that matter it is whether u understand the story or did u follow the emotion of the actor or actress and maybe i somepart got but somepart due to tiredness cant get in but it ok i will continue to watch finish it by next week i think i will be able to complete the whole series bah ~
and regarding my unfinished last post i think i have either forgotton or it ok le bah de mindset so i will stop the post at where i stop and updating about MJ stingness i think they are still the same or abit ok bah as that day we celebrated carissa advanced birthday celebration and the present we four of shared to give her is sexy look hello kitty 5 piece facial mask from watsons and each person pay 3.20 for it but when i told this to my youngest sister she say : ok that is like so .... somemore from 4 person and so on but anyway we that day quite normal but sadly the only one who is shopping is Jiahui as the rest still ok

i am so happy as ytd i finally ask my sister to help me do bank transfer for Rainie New Album Pre-order from fanclub and luckily i did it if not i will not have the limited edition poster as the fanclub say only those who bank transfer before 9 Aug 2359 then will be entitled to but those who do cash payment will not be able to get the poster (normally i will be in this group ) and tonight i need my sister help again as i need to bank transfer 12 dollars for Genie at Singapore NTU Concert with Kelly poon and Derrick and i am so looking forward that is on 18 Aug and of course Rainie New Album and Jolin album too but sadly to say Aug and Sept i might need to go out less as this two month got alot of outing and so on but maybe outing with marcus and rest i think i will select those i interested to go one as they plan alot ...

My Currently Plan or New Album (to buy) for Aug/Sept :

18 Aug - Genie and Kelly poon and Derrick NTU Concert
Sept - USS , KBOX , Sentosa , eileen house , Michelle chia birthday cum fans gathering
Aug - Rainie yang , Sept - Jolin tsai

Many thought recently ~ ~

Haiz... as what the title have hinted ... this post will be a grumping and yelled post so it might be a super long post (i will cut it short) :

First Matter : recently i realised that i have been quite sensitive to Marcus and Jiahui after my birthday the present they give me or during Marcus Birthday and his attitude on Present as his treat to everyone for his birthday lunch , as suddenly i realised that how super stingy or selfish MJ have been or maybe the previous me but for me i will mind whether i received present from whoever in the past but i will never have the thought of don give or revenge or buy something cheap or useless but is super cheap in return to someone who don give or give me present and now i hate to see people who have the mindset of i today birthday treat u and u must bring me a present if not ur birthday i will not give u any (maybe can but not to the extend of u know this person character of don give present always de ) and recently they have the action or move again as Carissa Birthday is coming and ytd we suddenly talk about it and Jiahui tell marcus that carissa say she bought a 80 dollars bag and ask all of us wanna share and treat it as a gift for her birthday present and already there is 4 person sharing so if including 3 of us (MJ , me ) then it will be 80 dollars divide by 7 or 8 person there will be 10 each and for me personally i think it is quite affordable but they both is too ex and why carissa bought such a ex bag for herself and i was thinking arghh... it is her birthday wor and u guys are not too poor also mah and u guys also have ex bag too so why cant she bought something ex for herself on her birthday !!! (fire up up up when writing this portion ~) ok nvm then they decide to go buy something cheap for her so me and marcus ytd after dinner go to explore for hello kitty stuff for her as she love hello kitty stuff but then the process make my blood boil again as i thought of buying show luo cd for her so i and marcus went popular to see whether still got or not and so qiao we saw a couple of stock left on shelf then i saw the price is 26.95 and i told marcus the divide by 3 and 2 person the price and he told me it is still ex ok i cool down but what make me blood boil to the max is when we reach comics connection i was having the mindset to look for carissa snsd stuff or so on but marcus wasnt and he was just looking at thing like games for his upcoming ps 3 and so on and my brain was thinking like if u don have the heart to find or buy please tell me and we go home straight ok and another make me angry is he still dare to tell me he was planning to go daiso to buy 2 dollars stuff for carissa birthday present like wat he did on my birthday present as it make me super duper pissed off and my brain or i nearly feel like saying like being ur friend for so long i now then know u are super duper stingy and how u treat jiahui and ur friend is different as if jiahui want what or her birthday present u confirm don have daiso this shop on ur mind i 100% confirm so how can u say people when u treat friend and jiahui so different !!!

Second Matter : it is regarding marcus again but it is more short as it is about normally meet up for dinner and maybe this cant blame him but it is so lame and stupid la u always ask me where want meet for dinner and my answer can only be tampines (Jiahui hang out or house area ) as like just now i ask him where u can and he said hougang but the condition is he have to sent jiahui to her ah ma house then go take bus to hougang and i was thinking by the time he reach hougang the foodcourt should be left limited food choice bah so i was like no choice then sms said tampines lor if not then where sia can u so busy need to sent jiahui then tampines for u is so super convient bah if not by the time u reach i might have nth to eat as i now very choosey in eating and might be starved to death or rather don meet u for dinner right ??

that all for now i will update two more matter tomorrow if i can remember to (oops)

to be continued .....

tonning again ~

oh dear while writing this post it is 2.15am le and by right i should be sleeping now !!! but it ok as tomorrow it is still in my 6 days so i can still stay up abit more later and anyway the reason why i still have not sleep yet it is because i am catching up on a china drama name de 春光灿烂之欢乐元帅 and it is acted by TWINS (!!) and so on and it is quite a nice and touching one becoz of the xiao long nu acted by ah sa in grattiude and love come to mortal world to find the one who save her from died - ing 9 years ago and this is how the story started and now i am on the eps 39 (still loading in progress ~) the past two or three have been a tissue and exciting one as because the xiao long nu realised that the one she found is not the one that save her 9 years ago but it is a pig !!! so she is so heartbroken and cry ~ and exciting part is the fighting scene.

while watching this drama portion make me feel like it is me who experience as sometime the one u in love with maybe don love u but love other and seeing that will make u feel heart abit of sour or feel bitter and i realised that i seem to have that feeling when that xiao long nu feel when shuang shuang ge love chang e instead of she and try everyway to go see her and cry when realised that she is gone forever !!

this song is the one that is so super 催泪 with the drama !!!



古巨基《有實無名》
作曲：張佳添 
作詞：李焯雄

風 終於也吹散晚春
這個我 又孓然一身
像一圈年輪 刻在青春 你刻在我身
可惜我 當時太懵懂

# 問 從不質問 你卻願意等
你等我 向你轉過身

像一道彩虹
不會永恆 短暫得殘忍
有實無名 有緣沒有份

怎償還一個吻 怎歸還體溫
命運讓我們追夢 卻又關上門

無心說過這一生 不可能
我們之間並不相襯
溫柔坐享其成 愛卻轉贈別人
如今都成真 這一生 不可能
良心無聲 卻在嘲諷
不珍惜眼前人 拒絕過的對的人 #

REPEAT #

我說過 不可能
我們之間並不相襯
溫柔坐享其成 愛卻轉贈別人
如今都成真 這一生 不可能
良心無聲 卻在嘲諷
想懺悔卻不能
剩下我 這錯的人


that all my post for today or now ~ going to continue my drama le bye ~

Brand new start ~

Finally decided to start a new blog despite knowing that i wont be update so regularly as due to two day ns then two day off calendar or roaster but anyway i will just update it if can ....

oh well this few days i have quite a bit of free time or break for myself as now i am having my six days off from duty so last friday to ytd have been ton-ing till night then watching video and slack and so on ~

then for ytd finally movie outing with dave my ns friend but it is quite a happy and sad one as for the happy part is i rewatch the movie Masgacar 3 with him and it is quite funny and more understandable this time and also finally went out have some quality time with him and for the sad or not nice portion is that i realised that i recently have been very easily will know or sense whether someone is it happy to go out with u or not as for ytd the whole trip i have that dave is not happy and he is rushing to go home or something but nvm at still overall it is still a nice outing .

and for me and marcus and gy and jiahui that group the interaction have been quite a bland and dull as maybe because firstly after they told me and i find out eventually that i recently havent been too willing to go out or social maybe because i am sian of going out or due to after duty for two days i like to stay at home and slack and maybe because the first day of my off i will need to wash two or three ton of clothes and also if i go out i will be piling my go out clothes then i will have to wash a extra pile the next duty off so that trouble me or sianz me haiz... and i realised that this few month after something happen last month on my birthday i now see marcus  i will feel that he will care for himself and jiahui or maybe too self sensitive and i realised that M is too selfish and become like the past me and he are like not so like who i know in the past or maybe i still don know him well but the feeling is so weird nowasday when i go out with him as he will very distract or be too bored to talk or very less but if jiahui is here he will be very talk alot to him or maybe i have change to a more sensitive person bah